Friday, July 1, 2016

I'm Alive

I'm back.  June was a difficult month.  The good thing is that quite serious medical problem resolved.

I'm still together with my bf.  It's now been four months.  It's serious.  We love each other.  We love spending time together.  He's been in Asia this month while I've been in the hospital.  We are back together this weekend.

This relationship is complicated.  This guy is what I'm looking for but the age difference is a problem.  Neither of us wants to end the relationship.

"I wish you were older," I say.

"I wish you were younger," he says.


  1. Glad to hear your medical problem has been solved. That ordeal must have been very scary.

    Love is love, regardless of gender, ethnicity or age. Yes, it would be ideal if you were closer to the same age, but how much of life works out to be ideal? We're trained to expect perfection and when it doesn't happen we're disappointed or second guess what otherwise is a pretty good life.

    Enjoy the good man you have, you deserve him.

  2. I really can't understand what's so wrong with your age gap? The only issue would be is if people around you will not be accepting of that. But I think that can still be conquered, if you two are truly loving each other.

    I really hope your age gap issues will be resolved.
    Also, I pray for your speedy recovery, and hopefully you stay healthy!
    Best wishes!