tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3804497757570739111.post2345956462476726941..comments2024-03-19T18:12:03.162-04:00Comments on I Just Wanna Be Happy: Drawn to PowerRBhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17761591668246881356noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3804497757570739111.post-75383515461614909662014-04-23T23:23:30.802-04:002014-04-23T23:23:30.802-04:00Wow, you must have been hot!!Wow, you must have been hot!!RBhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17761591668246881356noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3804497757570739111.post-35599608183720805752014-04-20T11:24:08.227-04:002014-04-20T11:24:08.227-04:00When I was twenty-five I was living in Dallas empl...When I was twenty-five I was living in Dallas employed as service rep at the telephone company. A friend of a friend who was a model/drug dealer introduced me to a guy who was forty. The guy and I started dating even though I was already dating a struggling textile designer. The guy was incredible rich. He lived in a palatial townhouse with marble floors and a heated and cooled swimming pool. There was a Rolls, a BMW and Mercedes in the garage. We dined at the best restaurants and he showered me with gifts. He bought a Porsche that I was allowed to drive. All of his close friends were equally rich. It sounds like a dream but I was not happy with him. His money scared me. I was from the other end of financial spectrum and, at the time, was not comfortable with his wealth. I was told I would never have to work another day in my life if I committed to him. I broke up with him and the artist moved in with me. My life with the artist was one of the happiest even though we struggled financially.<br /><br />For me, this man’s wealth was exciting but it was not enough for me to compromise my values and live with a man I did not love. He opened the door to a world I had never seen or experienced. It was fun was it left me feeling like a whore.<br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3804497757570739111.post-54876814971684116002014-04-20T10:32:48.308-04:002014-04-20T10:32:48.308-04:00This really unfortunate because he sounds so intel...This really unfortunate because he sounds so intellectually engaging. Going to NYC with him would probably be an awesome time -- I'd love to have a guy to do that with. But you're right, sex would be the quid pro quo, and you can't do that if you are repulsed by him.RBhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17761591668246881356noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3804497757570739111.post-7288777065985918372014-04-20T08:50:03.269-04:002014-04-20T08:50:03.269-04:00Hi RB! Thanks for reading my blog post and for co...Hi RB! Thanks for reading my blog post and for commenting on it in such a thoughtful manner. Yes, you nailed it <b>exactly</b> regarding how I felt about the whole experience and about Lawyer Dude. <br /><br />He is very confident which is very attractive and financially, he is exceedingly well off. For me, money is definitely not a deciding factor although it would be very nice to be able to go on cruises and travel the world like Lawyer Dude does.<br /><br />In fact, Lawyer Dude messaged me yesterday. He wants to take me to New York on a trip to see some shows, see the sights and eat at nice restaurants. But for me to do that, I'd have to sleep with him (I'm sure) and I just cannot do that.<br /><br />He's just so gross physically that I wouldn't be sexually attracted to him in the slightest, and I'm not a guy who can fake it convincingly. Don't get me wrong; I sleep with mainly average-looking guys and a great many who are chubbier than me, and I love every moment of it. But Lawyer Dude has just let himself go too far!<br /><br />Buddy Bearhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18052407067718899985noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3804497757570739111.post-14161118816595867742014-04-20T00:41:16.105-04:002014-04-20T00:41:16.105-04:00For me it's not so much the wealth that a man ...For me it's not so much the wealth that a man has, but the confidence he exudes. I find myself very attracted to men that have a strong inner self-confidence. I feel like this is because i don't HAVE to carry the conversation or continually prop up the other guys confidence. <br /><br />Roberthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08227962713037456290noreply@blogger.com