I'm back. June was a difficult month. The good thing is that quite serious medical problem resolved.
I'm still together with my bf. It's now been four months. It's serious. We love each other. We love spending time together. He's been in Asia this month while I've been in the hospital. We are back together this weekend.
This relationship is complicated. This guy is what I'm looking for but the age difference is a problem. Neither of us wants to end the relationship.
"I wish you were older," I say.
"I wish you were younger," he says.