Playing the Slots

This is what I feel like I'm doing.

Last week I was chatting with an Asian guy, late 30's, on Grindr.  It seemed promising.  He asked me to share a face pic and I did.  Poof....blocked.  What?  And he wasn't anything special! 

A few days later I'm chatting with another guy.  Is he Indian?  Can't tell.  The conversation moved quickly.  OMG, it was amazing.  One of the best meetings ever with one of the hottest guys ever.  I probably won't see him again because he's too young for me.  But it was awesome while it lasted.

This is so random.  I mean who likes me and who doesn't.   Anyway....

My new life has begun.  I'm set up in an 850 sq ft apartment on the eleventh floor of a luxury hi rise in Canada.  Minimalist is my life theme.  Key question for everything I buy for this apartment -- do I really need it?  My life here is so simple.  I drive right into the underground garage and go right up to my suite.  Everything...groceries, gym, Starbucks....is within 1000 feet of my building.  I'm 15 minutes from work.

Do I need to return to the US every week?  I don't think so.   My Ikea furnished apartment is just fine with me.  I don't need or want anything else.

Now I'm thinking about dismantling the rest of my life over the next two years.  I'll de-content.  I'll sell my house.  I'll move to simplicity.  A condo is looking good.  I'm going to look at ideas in Toronto in a few weeks.

What's missing?   Someone in my bed :(   Same story.

Update 101115

Back from my long trip.  Five weeks traveling!  Long, but everything went great.

I was surrounded by really hot German guys during my trip.  You'd think I'd be able to connect with at least one or two of them, but no.  Only Asian guys....I'm definitely an Asian magnet.

Last weekend Steve called me and we met for dinner.  He didn't get married yet, but it's planned for around Christmas.  He will continue to be a friend, but I need to move on.

I was in Canada last week.  I'm about 110 miles to Toronto.  Wish I was closer.  My goal now is to make some friends there.  The problem is finding the guys.  They're not on A4A or MH.  They must be somewhere!  I'll be shuttling back and forth between Canada and the US for a while.  I'm working on setting up a comfortable base there.

I spent some time with ex-bf Seth while in Germany.  He met me in Nuremburg.  Separate beds.  He is such a good looking and nice guy.  I can't help thinking we would have been great together.  He is in a relationship, but it's crumbling.  I'm there for him.  I wish this would rekindle, but the distance makes it impracticable.  I hope I can find someone as good as Seth.